A bitter cold weekend ahead.

I dreamed of Larry last night. Most times I don't because when I do, I find I have a bad day because the feelings of dread and loss come back. He was healthy and happy even being jovial and I remember smiling lots in my dream. I also dreamed of a woman named Sherylann. I don't even know if such a woman exists, but she was telling me about her dead husband dreams.

Woke up and decided I'm going to have a Mexican food weekend.
I refuse to let myself be sad, like usual, after a Larry dream.

Enchiladas, Quesadillas or Camarone Tacos .. tonight I own you.
PS. Also woke up to snow on Mt. Erin.

Comments

Me said…

Did Sheryllynn have curly hair, maybe glasses?

July 10, 2015 at 4:45 PM

The End.

He got Residency.

Super Moon, Te Mata and Ariel.

Last nights Super Moon. Te Mata Peak. Safe to say, Hubbalush loves her Ariel. She's my favorite big sister Mum. (Shame Tyler, Shai, Nessa and Rome) Goodnight Hawkes Bay. Earthquake: I felt it. I got my child up and ran outside onto my concrete porch where I thought it would be safest. The Seismologist on the news the next day said running outside is not a good idea in the event of an Earthquake. Now I know for next time. Hawkes Bay didn't feel the effects of it like Southland did .. and is continuing to do. Over 1000 aftershocks since it all began. Tyler is stuck on the South Island and finishing out their tour, much to my dismay. It's a disaster zone in parts down there and although she's on the skirts of the danger zones, you'd think it professional AND safe to cancel the tour and bring the troop home .. but no. Some stupid doesn't think so. Goodnight.

Kawe Mate.

Recently an Aunty of mine, who is staunch in her Maori culture, talked to me about the protocol of Kawe Mate. Kawe Mate is a custom during the maori process of death that involves taking the deceased memory back to where they were well known or considered home. It's a custom that is basically a gesture of love to family members who weren't able to attend the tangi. My family never practised it at all and I don't think it's necessary to start. I carry his memory in my heart, as does his Mom, that's all that matters. Happy Mothers Day!

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