Tuesday, July 15, 2014

ICQ Logs.

Reading these logs is like going back in time. I sit down and read every 3 hours almost.
I'm becoming obsessed with them and starting to believe they're really happening all over again.
Like a time machine.
I cannot stop reading. They remove me from now and take me back to a better time.
I've 100% realized how much he adored me.
Me. Just me. The way I am. Like that Bruno Mars song or the Timberland song, which ever floats your boat.
It makes me happy and I marinate in that knowledge, but it makes me blue because it took his absence for me to really understand how much.
Good thing there's that forever business.
I would be in a much worse place right now.

It's kinda like this.

Somewhere in Time.
If you haven't seen it, you must.

Then there's Tyler .. who's relationship is kinda like that Taylor Swift song. They're still kickin' it like that Pharrell song.
She'll be 21 in 5 weeks.

1 comment:

Melissa said...

I've never seen it. I'll put it on my list of movies to watch if Dru's busy with something. I need stuff like that.
I'm glad you have the ICQ logs. I don't think there's any rules about grieving man. So just take it day by day and keep trying to figure it out.